Colour Me Perfect

THIS IS NOT AN ACTUAL POEM.
THESE ARE RANDOM QUOTES THAT I'VE SAID
THAT SEEM TO MAKE ME HAPPY. =)
WHEN I THINK OF COOL LINES THAT COULD MAKE A GOOD POEM
I WRITE IT DOWN.
IM FINALLY PUTTING IT TOGETHER.
here we go...



I dreamed about you last night...again
I fall asleep on the floors in your local Irish Pub
and awake in your arms
Look up at the stars, and tell me if we're meant to be.
Our future is scattered. Like your life.
Floating away, lost in a cloud of despair
I ride my bike down this long road
Along the way, I keep thinking of
The weekend we were in love.
I gotta go, gotta get out of here
Gotta escape, but im tired of running from my fears
Its your turn, you go away.
Dont come back.
This is you, its not me.

Falling For All The WRONG Things.

I belong in a white room
With padded walls, a security camera
And an unsanitary toilet
I’m not much of an actress
But you definitely believe the show
I put before your eyes
My eyes
They lack depth.
These Lifeless, Black Pupils
See Past all the lies, the betrayal
The complications
And yet, you fail to love me
Let’s get serious, here
I’m the only one you deserve
Any other female with common sense
Wouldn’t waste her time
With a scumbag
But me...
I opened up, and let you in
LOOK WHERE THAT GOT ME.

An Unfortunate Reality

Your scent lingers on my clothes
Your touch gives me massive goosebumps
When you smile that crooked smile
Adrenaline rushes through my body
Take me away, take me to a place
That I’ve never been.
Who knows where our ending could be
Is this another unfortunate event
Ya Know,
You built a fortress round’ my heart.
This isn’t normal.
And you think, I’M in control
I envy you.
You think its all for fun.

Relax Your Heart, You Use It At All The Wrong Times

Breathe, love
Relax your mind
Don’t get to anxious
I sit here
And I wait
Listening to the rhythm of your heart
Listening to the lies resting in your soul.
I lay on your chest, like the way it used to be.
This area is dead.
And you attempt to fill it
With whatever is in the Brown Paper Bag
Just live your life, just a little
For me.
I had to empty my heart out
To match up with yours
Don’t you feel loved?
I feel useless
Your words don’t match
Your actions are misleading
Sometimes, I wonder
Are you without a soul?
Breathe, Love
Don’t get jealous
It was fun while it lasted
And time enjoyed wasting
Was never actually wasted

A Constant August Rush

My imagination
Took me to a place
Far away, in the unexpected
Land of Possibilities.
You don’t know what you want
I don’t either
My juvenile mind
Can’t seem to comprehend
The reasoning behind
Your actions
Your presence
Is a distraction to my
Entire being
You say, that I’m crazy.
Little do you know,
You’re wrong.
Let’s be patient
Lets wait this out
Explain to me
This conspiracy against me
I beg you,
Please don’t go
Stay right here

Mind Cleansing Silence

Everyday
I have to see you
And those gorgeous eyes along
With that beaming smile
Learning
I am, how to endure such pain
Silence.
I guess this is what I deserve
You’ve earned no better right.
I suffer, You Suffer.
Silence fills the room
Like water filling a dirty bathtub.
Cleansing me of all insecurities
And fears.
Pill Poppin’ Fiend.
I’m addicted to you,
And your masochistic ways.
You’ve heard it all before.