As the lights begin to dim
I lied when i said
ITS BEEN A WHILE.
I wrote this one day while I was in South Carolina, eating a buffet called Ryans.
I have no reason to continue this
writing, this is honor of EVERYONE who's ever despised of me, hurt me, shunned me, disliked me, or perhaps you were even jealous at one point. I'm writing this, for everyone who's ever had a problem with me. I'm writing this for everyone who sometimes makes me feel inferior. Some of you have never done this to me, thank you. I tagged you because I figured you could relate.
It's not finished, but it's a start.
" and out of all the schools you think would have the uppity-cocky kids, its not any of the 'top' schools.
Hey, Precious..lets talk about you since you're so quick to point out all the fakeness around you. you have no idea what people go through, what they're dealing with or anything. You're out of line. You're so quick to judge, to stereotype, to demoralize everything someone stands for or EVERYTHING someone believes on or (get this) EVERYTHING SOMEONE HAS WORKED FOR. and who are you to call out what's right or wrong? who am I to call you wrong? I'm out of line as well. But you placed me here."
"Whether someone is just discovering themselves, or picking up something that catches their interest, what makes it your business to bitch about it? We can ALWAYS count on your fucked up beliefs, to pop up on our mini-feed. How do you think you started to like the stuff you do now? Think about that before you go pointing the finger,kay? AND YOU, have something to say about someone's cunty behavior, or ridiculous attempts at trying to be like you..right. we ENVY you, I wish I was you. I hate my life. EMO BULLSHIT? tell me about it."
"You and your little flaky friends, need a reality check. People can do what the fuck they want, so can you. You are entitled to your opinion, and I am entitled to say that it is absolute BULLSHIT. Nobody comes running to you, when you make a little mistake, and take two steps back. All the shit you do has been piling up, like skeletons in my closet. Everything you do, has been done before..everything you've established for yourself, was invented before you even knew about it. So chill, seriously."
"All Of your hobbies were mastered way before the sperm hit the egg, so don't act all Brand New, hot shit. Obama made great speeches, so did Hitler...what makes you so amazing?"
What makes me so amazing?
__________________________
- Ariel
Here I lay, under these sheets. Phone by my pillow, volume to the max. When will you be home? I feel so alone, so cold. This bed’s to big for just 1 hopeful romantic. Are you coming back?
Last I checked, we left off on a bad note. You’d come from work smelling like a woman’s fragrance. I yelled, you spoke softly begging me to relax. But no, it was someone else wasn’t it. I wasn’t the only one inquiring about you.
So you left. And you haven’t been back since. That was 3 days ago. I lay restless in bed night after night. Hey, I need you here. You can’t leave me. You Just can’t.
Well, I tried. Hours passed and my phone’s dying. I lean over to turn off the light and as I touch the switch I hear familiar footsteps down the hall.
For the last time
I will dive into my sleep
You scribble a note to me
All those moments
Wash my insecurities away
You're my everything
This bittersweet victory
I lay still
I am determined to wait
No matter how long it takes
at night when my lights are down low
I lay with my eyes closed
And think about you
And your remarkable, virile qualites
You are my source of misery & happiness
I am afraid of you
My tears like raindrops
fall down my window pane
I dont do this for fun
If I let you in,
Please take care of me
In a perfect world
That doesnt exist
You & I collide
and till this day
I remember
On the laughs we shared
Your kisses upon my lips
I remember the day it all ended
You dumped a bucket of depression
On my life
What an unfortunate event
Poor little rich girl
No vicadent can ease this pain
No amount of liquid substance
can suffice for your love
These are my old-fashioned feelings
In a contemporary love
Tell me, does it hurt?
Affiliate yourself with teh lies
and we'll see how mandatory
popularity really is
You got older, but you're still young
You seem like you cant abstain from the BULLSHIT
go ahead,
tease your hair
Lace up your chuck taylors
Make me PROUD
Doesn't mean you're beautiful on the insinde
You Don't have enough charisma
to call yourself such a term!
You're just a false representation of something you
wished you were
Life is bittersweet
You're not often altruistic
You're the most banal homosapian
I'll ever think to love
Relax, you didnt last that long anyway
I thought you were
the best I ever had
If I feed into your lies any longer
I'll become incoherent when it comes to love
Our relationship degenerates
From my first mistake
You make me so vulnerable
After the tales you tell, Do you begin to have qualms?
Or are you THAT shallow?
I dont remember experiencing a love like this
ahh, the rigors of romance
I remember you used to succumb my questions
By saying 'I love you'
Its sad to see you squander such a powerful phrase
Just to think, You are the best I ever had
As you walk into the room
you see the polaroids burning
the smell of smoke, lingers on your clothes
like lust lingers on your sheets
I'll venture to say what I reall think
You're a fool
One look at your smile
And my mood fluctuates
This wasnt your contemporary breakup
& your conventional heartbreak
It was much more
Before you continue,
Notice the flagrant lok of disappointment on my face
What you see, is almost nothing at all
I don't have the strength to go on
You heart is my biggest enigma
Everytime I think i've begun to figure you out
You change
An experienced lover can easiley discern truth from bullshit
and this is absolute
turmoil.
eventually, I'll be able to break
these shackles around my ankles
Days later, I look down
and there's nothing there
ahhh, satisfaction
the sweet smell of iron,rust, and salt
Form tiny crimson red puddles on my bathroom floor
Breathe, Its worth it right?
WRONG.
I seem to make poor choices frequently
I am ashamed to say so
But thats the good thing about poetry
You the reader, aren't sure if im lying
Or if this is used to capture your attention
I am lost
Stuck between a rock and unrealistic place
This is what happens when an immovable force meets
and unstoppable object
You Can confide in me
Tell me your deepest secrets
I'll tell you what you want to hear
Just so you'll stay around
Long hard sighs escape my lips
Someone deserves to know the truth
and Honestly, I'm Lying.
empty lines
in this room,
I am present
all alone
just me & the paper
Free to express
Free to share my deepest fears
Free to express my immense hate for you
I could elaborate for days on the issue
I have enough lines
for you to confess
Tell us your dirty little secret,
Mr.Perfect
Show us who's best
Dear Love,
"You mean absolutely nothing to me"
You sick bastard
How could you say that to me?
I've been to hell and back
Its a shame I even trusted you to begin with
Every night, you'd come back
and apoligize
Oh, the lies
I cant replace you
Oh, your lovely last words
Give me closure
Its all I ask of you
I love you.
What happens when the ink runs out
and I have nothing left
an empty soul, I am
As I stare at the ceiling
I begin to wonder, where did I go wrong?
I went from bad, to worse,
and now I'm INSANE.
I dont believe in pursuing happiness
YET, I write about it so much
My need for it is crazy
I can't manage to get the words on the paper
To express to you, the way I feel
Dont hurt me now
I'm not trying to kill your hopes on purpose
Just accidentally
Pure satisfaction
In its dirtiest form
Pleasure isnt a supplement
for all the respect that I've lost
sperm cant mend a broken heart either
What makes you think you can?
You are my biggest fear
I lay my head on your pillow
In hope of a better day
But you demand for me to give IT up
who knew you were so sinister
What have you become?
I'm not quite sure
So I give it all up
And Let it all go
I dont need your faith in me
because everything you said I couldnt do
was accomplished a long time ago
What YOU need is someone to cherish memories with
You need someone to love you
through your hard times and pathetic group
therapy sessions
I cant help you
I never really could.
Obviously, You cant handle the truth
Neither, Can I
Its 2am
I lie with the lights dimmed low
I dont sleep
Thoughts of you are running through my mind
I wont sleep
I'm afraid that when I awake
you wont be there
It kills me
I remember when we first met
your cool fingers brushed upon my skin
your way of greeting me
Im willing to deprive myself of anything for you
The little things that I worry about
dont compare to you
I'll do it all, for you
In the morning
as I splash lukewarm water in my face
Reality begins to kick in
Its not me, its you
Debussy plays in the background
as we lay in your bed
You whisper in my ear
'I know this isnt right, but I dont care'
You start kissing my neck
Placing your saliva right onto the pores in my skin
caressing my thighs
you fingers tangled in my hair
How Can Something Be so Bad
But feel so good?
Demoralize my pride
and I'll still be a fiend for your love
without you, its a long walk home
I know I'm in way over my head
and I know that this is forbidden
But I just dont give up that easily
My inclination is to be with you forever
but things change; like people
we can go club hoppin' but
its nothing like watching CSI on the couch with you
We can smoke all the pot in the world
but I'll always be higher when I'm with you
We can drink until we're wasted
But no drug or substance compares to your love
Not at all
Everyday
I have to see you
With your gorgeous eyes
and that grin that I very much enjoy
I have to learn how to
Move on with my life
Whether your in or out
Is it something that I missed?
Silence.
This is what I deserve
Silence
Fills this room
But no alcohol can fill my desire
Like you can
No love song can
Just make it all better
And you’ve heard it all before.
Save me.
I’m a young, hopeful romantic
Looking for her
Edward cullen
Make me high off your love
Pot just doesn’t ease my cravings anymore
Take me to a place
Where we can be alone
Let’s create memories
That we’ll take to the grave
Provide for me
I’ll be here for you
No matter what you choose
Regardless of the mistakes you make
This is forbidden love
Upset the established order
And everything becomes
Chaos.
Little, tiny mistakes
Oh, where did I go wrong
I’d shoot myself in the chest
And bleed on you
Just to prove to you
That I have a heart to love you with
When I look into your eyes
Millions of emotions take over
Its very frustrating.
I’m still pondering
Where I went wrong
We aren’t necessarily star-crossed lovers
& I was never sure if we were
meant for each other
I’ve never loved anything
Like I love you
All I have left are the memories
There is something
That I see in you
It might kill me
and i want it to be true.
THIS IS NOT AN ACTUAL POEM.
THESE ARE RANDOM QUOTES THAT I'VE SAID
THAT SEEM TO MAKE ME HAPPY. =)
WHEN I THINK OF COOL LINES THAT COULD MAKE A GOOD POEM
I WRITE IT DOWN.
IM FINALLY PUTTING IT TOGETHER.
here we go...
I dreamed about you last night...again
I fall asleep on the floors in your local Irish Pub
and awake in your arms
Look up at the stars, and tell me if we're meant to be.
Our future is scattered. Like your life.
Floating away, lost in a cloud of despair
I ride my bike down this long road
Along the way, I keep thinking of
The weekend we were in love.
I gotta go, gotta get out of here
Gotta escape, but im tired of running from my fears
Its your turn, you go away.
Dont come back.
This is you, its not me.
I belong in a white room
With padded walls, a security camera
And an unsanitary toilet
I’m not much of an actress
But you definitely believe the show
I put before your eyes
My eyes
They lack depth.
These Lifeless, Black Pupils
See Past all the lies, the betrayal
The complications
And yet, you fail to love me
Let’s get serious, here
I’m the only one you deserve
Any other female with common sense
Wouldn’t waste her time
With a scumbag
But me...
I opened up, and let you in
LOOK WHERE THAT GOT ME.
Your scent lingers on my clothes
Your touch gives me massive goosebumps
When you smile that crooked smile
Adrenaline rushes through my body
Take me away, take me to a place
That I’ve never been.
Who knows where our ending could be
Is this another unfortunate event
Ya Know,
You built a fortress round’ my heart.
This isn’t normal.
And you think, I’M in control
I envy you.
You think its all for fun.
Breathe, love
Relax your mind
Don’t get to anxious
I sit here
And I wait
Listening to the rhythm of your heart
Listening to the lies resting in your soul.
I lay on your chest, like the way it used to be.
This area is dead.
And you attempt to fill it
With whatever is in the Brown Paper Bag
Just live your life, just a little
For me.
I had to empty my heart out
To match up with yours
Don’t you feel loved?
I feel useless
Your words don’t match
Your actions are misleading
Sometimes, I wonder
Are you without a soul?
Breathe, Love
Don’t get jealous
It was fun while it lasted
And time enjoyed wasting
Was never actually wasted
My imagination
Took me to a place
Far away, in the unexpected
Land of Possibilities.
You don’t know what you want
I don’t either
My juvenile mind
Can’t seem to comprehend
The reasoning behind
Your actions
Your presence
Is a distraction to my
Entire being
You say, that I’m crazy.
Little do you know,
You’re wrong.
Let’s be patient
Lets wait this out
Explain to me
This conspiracy against me
I beg you,
Please don’t go
Stay right here
Everyday
I have to see you
And those gorgeous eyes along
With that beaming smile
Learning
I am, how to endure such pain
Silence.
I guess this is what I deserve
You’ve earned no better right.
I suffer, You Suffer.
Silence fills the room
Like water filling a dirty bathtub.
Cleansing me of all insecurities
And fears.
Pill Poppin’ Fiend.
I’m addicted to you,
And your masochistic ways.
You’ve heard it all before.
How Do You Do It?
Share your secret, I'm begging you.
Please. I am in great need of an A+
Grade A love,
Grade A satisfaction,
Show Me that you are willing.
My Attitude deserves no attention
Maybe thats why you come and go
I can be anywhere I want,
As long as i dont get caught
Up.
In the flow of things
Im so nonchalant
It's killing me softly
My insolence is nothing compared
to my addiction.
I see you, I desire you.
Your voice sends chills down my spine,
You got me so fucked up
I cant even fit my thoughts
On this paper full of lines
Your smell is so luxurious
And I walk away furious
You left me, thinking it was all my fault
Sorry I'm not perfect
I can only try to play it off
Nothing ever goes my way
So why should I have faith in you
Unfortunately, I wont stop until I am redeemed.
You owe me
Your heart
All I want is for you to be happy
Don't you get it?
you win...gabriel...you win.
I suck at this game
& im about ready to call it quits
obviously my feelings,
dont mean shit.
I dont prepare for anything
maybe this is why,
I'm a slacker. I'm no good at this writing thing
But it cures my disease.
When there's nothing left
And I have no where else to turn to
(and Daniel Jacobitz is to hungover to give me good advice& reality check)
I sit on the deck. Pen in my hand
Waiting for my inner voce
To speak out
I can't hold this anxiety in
any longer.
My feelings can't get any stronger
show me a good time, get me drunk
you wont regret it
boy, take your time
lets take our time...take our time.
DISCLAIMER: Hi, My name is Ariel and I'm writing about a nightmare that I had a few nights ago. Im warning you, true love is a false pretense. (words italicized are my personal thoughts)
Sometimes, love comes around and it knocks you down. Just get back up when it knocks you down.
AFTER:
Surrounded. We were surrounded by sweet smelling daises with the sun beaming on our foreheads as we lay in the meadow. You complete my love story. and it started with a text message.
BEFORE:
You wanted me to meet you somewhere. So i came to your house, uninvited. I never received your text messge-until i got there. You greeted me with a kiss. Nothing special, a light peck. Simply a welcoming gesture. You lead me to your couch and my favorite movie was playing...Twilight. It was at the scene where Edward was talking to Bella outside of Alice's car in the Cullen's garage. They were about to be seperated, almost permanently. Then Edward said "Bella, you are my life now" and kissed her on her forehead...
PAUSE.
what the hell is wrong with this loser. *sighs*
You paused the movie. Why i'm not sure. So i picked up the remote and turned the shit off. Then you stood up and walked to the middle of the living room floor. and you started walking back and forth.....back and forth..
he's crazy. i knew it, i shouldve followed my first mind. now what? are you gonna perform some type of ritual?
...Like Clockwork. I remained silent on the couch surrounded by empty gatorade bottles, sports magazines, and mexican baby pictures. Your house smells of pure lust and misery. Misery loves company, hehe ;)
^^^^
THAT WOULD HAPPEN TO BE A SIDE-EFFECT OF FALLING FOR THE WRONG GUY.
anyways, back to this shit.
You are perfect for me. You stop pacing. And you make your way back to your side of the couch and you sit and you stare at the television screen.
did Einstein notice that the television is off?
You're still staring, im not suprised. And we sit like this for about 10 minutes. Then you turn towards me and move closer.
uh-oh. Where's my pepper-spray.
I blink. I blink again, and again, and again. Then you take your hand and rub it across the side of my face. "Relax, Ariel" you said. maybe i could, maybe i should..BUT I WONT.
damn you, my face is gonna melt in his hands. avoid eye-contact. his iris is stunning.
The expression on your face lets me know that you have something you'd like to share.
"Say it" i command. You give me this puzzled look, then quickly replace it with a sly smile.
"free credit report dot com, tell your friends, tell your dad tell your mom" he said.
Thats when I knew you were crazy. "I love you, girrrl" he slurred. I THEN KNEW THAT HE WAS DRUNK.
Then he manages to put his hands around my waist as I make a sorry attempt to breathe. He moves my hair and gently kisses my neck. A quiet moan escapes my lips.
damn, I need this.
Then my eyes roll up towards the ceiling as if im asking God to confirm this. Is this really happening? Am I dreaming?
No, This is just a lighter nightmare.
He stops and looks me in the eyes and kisses me very passionately on my lips. Then your hands slowly make their way up my shirt, but i get restless-so i take the shirt off.
Good thing i put on a cami this morning!
We continue kissing and slide your hands up my tank top carressing my barbie-shaped body. Then we stop.
AFTER(CONTINUED)
You grab my hand and take me outside. Neither of us have shoes/socks on. You throw me into the meadow and kiss me. We roll around in the wet grass , kissing and nudging each other. Then we stop and look up at the clouds. "I have something to tell youuuu" i whisper.
am i drunk too? =)
Anxiously, you stop kissing my cleavage and look at me dead in my eyes.
*bad witch imitation voice* i'm melting! im melting....
"I dont want to love you, but I do. It's inevitable" i say,a little louder this time.
He closes his eyes and lets out a long sigh. I know he's tired of the bullshit.
A pear shaped tear rolls down my cheek, and you kiss my face.
In the morning:
I wake up. I dont move, I lay in the bed. I'm going to be late for school, but i dont care- I have to write this shit down. As i turn my head I notice a wet spot on my pillow. Its very tiny. About the same size that a teardrop could make.
You don’t know how much of an effect you have on me-. Not just me, but my happiness, my well being- internal and external. At this point, im beginning to think that you’re the only one that will ever know me. Not the person that people see on the outside. Sometimes, I just don’t think you understand. You couldn’t possible begin to comprehend how much the little things count. Every unread text message, and all the times we don’t interact. You always have me thinking back. Now, I don’t think I can handle this being over. The day is slowly approaching. And when it does, I vow to let my emotions take over my mind. I am determined to let you know. That doesn’t matter, you probably will think im crazy. Maybe obsessed. Please know that a four letter word, let alone a 7 letter phrase is not equivalent to anything you have to offer. When (or if) you read this, I want you to be aware of my issued. Yes, I don’t think what im doing is healthy or civilized. I don’t have the strength to tell you this in person. So im telling the pen do the talking. I don’t think that I have the strength to leave you in peace. My inbox is overflowing with text messages full of things that bring peace to my life. You don’t have a clue about what I go through, or where ive been. I don’t either. Nothing ever mattered to me –until now- & that’s because now I know that someone cares. How long is this going to last? Misery is inevitable, but you should inform me when you don’t want me to experience it anymore. I don’t want to be afraid of expressing myself anymore. I want to be open with you and every one else. I want you to be aware of the passion I have for you. But every time I open up, it seems like you close up. Its almost as if you’re closing the door on me. The door that belongs to the cardboard box. The cardboard box where my heart currently resides. I cant handle it. When you realize what youre leaving behind, sometimes you wanna strive foward. In this case- I just want to press pause. I would enjoy living this moment in time. I want you to know that im not strong enough to tell you this, and I hadn’t meant to tell you this. Maybe you’ll understand one day. But for now, happy living.
-from the empty soul of ariel
p.s.if you know what’s good for you- you wont wait up for me. You’ll get on with your life, never looking back.
If you’re feelings risky and finally come to the conclusion that happiness (for me) is not obtainable without you- call me. Whenever you can.
I'll be waiting.
OMG! If words could kill...you all would be dead from hearing the TRUTH. AND THATS WHY I WRITE THESE BLOGS. THIS IS WHY I WASTE MY TIME ENTERTAINING YOUR LIVES. You are clueless, dumb, stupid, and obviously unaware of whats going on. You deserve to be shanked. That's All I HAVE TO SAY. Don't let your emotions overpower your INTELLIGENCE.
Truth: Racism Is ALIVE.
Lie: When Slavery Ended so did RACISM.
Truth: Everything On The News is Bullshit
Lie: Everything you see on television is 100% accurate
Truth: Pop Tarts are Better Than Toaster Strudel
Lie: Toaster Strudel is for "cool kids"
Truth: This World Will BLOW UP IF YOU PEOPLE DONT START RECYCLING!
Lies: Loiter, Throw Your Trash, Pollute The Air, and Piss On The Streets, You're Making The World A Better Place :)
THATS ALL I HAVE AT THE MOMENT. Feedback is okay, but i dont care for your opinion anymore.
help! its been a while.
since ive been the happy
giggly, FUN Ariel.
A few weeks ago, I was
this self centered, angry, bitch.
I was afraid of my own insecurities
I was trying to block out all the hate
that came to haunt me everyday
it wasnt easy, but im alive. =)
so many poems...left unwritten
because there was nothing left to say-
nothing else to write
so many dreams, forgotten
because i didnt know what to believe in anymore
Then...
There was you.
You came on my boat. (LOL)
brightened my world
with your warm brown eyes
the provided heat
to Ariel's body, which was dying
of Hypothermia (extreme cold-unsurvivable)
I was so sure. so confident.
I thought I had everything under control.
But then..
YOU LEFT.
You, little bastard.
you left me shivering.
trying to shake out all the truth in your words
trying to remove any thoughts of you
from my self-obsessed mind.
you didnt want this.
and i couldnt handle it.
(ANOTHER SONG LATER)
All i knew was.
music.
the ONLY THING
that i had
EVEN IF WANTED
to put EVERYTHING ON PAUSE.
It'd be there
when i came back.
you, for example, would leave.
somebody really needs to help me
this obsession isnt healthy
im drowning in thoughts of you.
But Then.
You came back.
You, smart little bastard.
I could see the light
not your ordinary "CLAP ON CLAP OFF"
this time i knew you were here to stay.
you were not going anywhere...every again.
& i know this sounds awkward
like some type of
mind-sucking addiction
but i need the satisfaction
Lets Hear It For ARIEL!
she actually gets to keep you, this time.
& I dont plan on letting go.
not until, i get my body to stop shivering
to remain at a constant temperature
everything about you is breath-taking
thats why you didnt get an immediate response
when you asked me out...
because you had me at
Hello.
everybody who knows me should know who this was dedicated to. IF NOT, you're probably that boy.
it seems so strange to me.
everything happens for a reason
everything happens, expectantly.
you never know
when to watch your back..
its strange how..
temptation leads to inspiration which results in false representation.
its strange.
how I have nothing else to comfort me,
nothing else. but pen and paper.
when words fail,
I can only seem to write
a letter
and this habit of mine isn't getting any better, its progressing.
im beginning to think more about it..
they say count your blessings
because tomorrow is not promised,
and many things are left unaccomplished.
I guess im done washing clothes for now. So i was browsing the adbusters site, and I ran across something quite interesting. I DID NOT WRITE THIS BLOG POST (SEE BELOW) But I found it shocking! I was a little suspicious when I used to see ads about twilight and rock music and chicago dating sites. This is ridiculous. YOU DONT HAVE TO LIKE IT BUT YOU STILL USE GOOGLE! I SAY WE USE YAHOO AND ASK. Dont have any creeps snooping through the files in your computer from those search engines.
"On March 11, Google revealed its latest plan to violate your privacy: they will now record the types of websites you visit in order to gather a behavioral profile of your interests purportedly so that they can send you targeted advertising. This policy is in addition to their current policy of keeping a record of every single web search you have ever made along with as much other personally identifying information as they can gather. Of course, these behavioral profiles and detailed search histories will also be made available to law enforcement personnel upon request. The disregard for user privacy is a long standing tradition at Google and one that should be challenged. Just as Facebook was recently forced to cave after protests, Google too can be made to backtrack from their creeping violations of our privacy. Every company has their weak point, for Facebook it is the fear that users will stop using the site, and for Google it is the necessity of increasing their advertising revenue. I propose that we collectively embark on a civil disobedience campaign of intentional, automated “click fraud” in order to undermine Google’s advertising program with the goal of forcing Google to adopt a pro-privacy corporate policy.
As every internet user knows, the web is inundated with advertising. Many of these ads are generated automatically by Google. Unlike advertisements in newspapers or on billboards which are priced per impression (the more people that see an ad the more expensive it is), Google’s ads are priced per click. Therefore, every time you click on a Google AdSense advertisement, some advertiser must pay Google. If the ad you clicked on was displayed on a website other than Google’s then Google must also pay that website. As you can see, if ads are being clicked on automatically then the whole house of cards upon which the AdSense system is built on crumbles. Advertisers will refuse to pay Google and Google will refuse to pay websites.
Because Google ads are targeted, certain advertisers are willing to pay top dollar for clicks. Some keywords such as insurance, refinance and “IRS problem” are rumored to be worth more than $10 per click. Click fraud can very quickly do major damage to Google and its advertisers but the fact is there is nothing Google can do to stop it, if we work together."
THIS BLOG. SHOULD BE. PRETTY. POINTLESS. I'm in the mood for writing. Well Guess What. I am starting To HATE GOOGLE. I'll tell you why, when I finish washing the clothes.
First question. Why are you reading this? Second Question, Why wouldnt you read this? I know why. Because you are stupid. Dont worry, you are not alone. Lots of people are stupid people, who just cant seem to think for themselves. Fuck Al Gore, Here's An Inconvienient Truth; Society,Media, and Old White Men (with the help of Obama) tell you what to think. They tell you what not to smoke, Where not to go, They even tell you how fast you can drive. Just wait till I learn how to drive, you better get extended-coverage on your car insurance. The whole purpose of me posting this is because I was looking through some propaganda as usual, when I ran across an image that caught my attention. For all you Jimmy Neutrons out there, its the picture above. I really dont have much to say about this picture, because I'm not good at elaborating on one particular thingy. So I dont care what you do with this. I dont care If you send it to Obama's Administrative Office and leave them the link to my blog. Just be aware of your stupidity. :)