Absolute Turmoil

As you walk into the room
you see the polaroids burning
the smell of smoke, lingers on your clothes
like lust lingers on your sheets
I'll venture to say what I reall think
You're a fool
One look at your smile
And my mood fluctuates
This wasnt your contemporary breakup
& your conventional heartbreak
It was much more
Before you continue,
Notice the flagrant lok of disappointment on my face
What you see, is almost nothing at all
I don't have the strength to go on
You heart is my biggest enigma
Everytime I think i've begun to figure you out
You change
An experienced lover can easiley discern truth from bullshit
and this is absolute
turmoil.