In Great Need

How Do You Do It?
Share your secret, I'm begging you.
Please. I am in great need of an A+
Grade A love,
Grade A satisfaction,
Show Me that you are willing.
My Attitude deserves no attention
Maybe thats why you come and go
I can be anywhere I want,
As long as i dont get caught
Up.
In the flow of things
Im so nonchalant
It's killing me softly
My insolence is nothing compared
to my addiction.
I see you, I desire you.
Your voice sends chills down my spine,
You got me so fucked up
I cant even fit my thoughts
On this paper full of lines
Your smell is so luxurious
And I walk away furious
You left me, thinking it was all my fault
Sorry I'm not perfect
I can only try to play it off
Nothing ever goes my way
So why should I have faith in you
Unfortunately, I wont stop until I am redeemed.
You owe me
Your heart
All I want is for you to be happy
Don't you get it?
you win...gabriel...you win.
I suck at this game
& im about ready to call it quits
obviously my feelings,
dont mean shit.
I dont prepare for anything
maybe this is why,
I'm a slacker. I'm no good at this writing thing
But it cures my disease.
When there's nothing left
And I have no where else to turn to
(and Daniel Jacobitz is to hungover to give me good advice& reality check)
I sit on the deck. Pen in my hand
Waiting for my inner voce
To speak out
I can't hold this anxiety in
any longer.
My feelings can't get any stronger
show me a good time, get me drunk
you wont regret it
boy, take your time
lets take our time...take our time.